I’m not an emotional person. Vulnerability has never been my strong suit (I now realize that this is an oxymoronic statement).
But lately, I’ve been feeling kind of emotional. And it’s driving me crazy.
Living most of my life as an emotionally detached person, I’ve never really learned how to deal with emotions. It’s probably my greatest weakness. I’ve never exactly dealt with anything. I just drown out my thoughts in Nirvana. I can’t cry or even really voice how I feel. I don’t know what’s wrong, or if anything’s even wrong. It’s just kinda weird.
I’ve always been the shoulder to cry on. I’ve always been able to deal with other people’s emotions. But I can’t deal with my own.